Just deactivated my twitter and facebook. I was really addicted to twitter and it doesn’t let me make a diffrent account so I’ll make one once again in 30 days. Facebook I hardly ever used so I don’t care about it. My twitter though, sigh. Ima miss tweeting…fuck why doesn’t it lemme make another account!! So irritated right now, I guess I have to wait now. In the other hand my boyfriend is going to be happy about it. Sticking to tumblr now.

I’m officially done with High School and will soon be graduating this Friday. Latlely I been feeling happy and very excited. My grandparents arrive from San Antonio, Texas to here Thursday and I’m so glad they flew all the way over here to see me walk the stage. My aunt and my cuzens are driving from LA to here, also to see me graduate and I’m really stoked everyone is taking the time out of their busy lives to come see me, I really appreciate it. Things at work are fine. My boyfriend and I are good. I’m blessed and grateful for everything I have and know I will have in my future.

Tomorrow I take my last final, turn in my house model and present my creative final poem of the novels we’ve read this school year and then I just have to worry about getting all my work done for photography.

It’s a bitter sweet feeling that I won’t be returning back to high school anymore but honestly I can careless. I just want to be out of school and do my own thing, figure out what I want.

Theres only three more days left and I’m still stressing over everything..it won’t be until I cross that stage, that I’ll feel truly accomplished and stress free.

Hoping for the best.

Last night was the first time, I’ve slept the night at my boyfriends house and it was really nice waking up to him. I wasn’t feeling well, felt nauses and my stomach was hurting because of my bad cramps and because I’m not sure what food I ate that made me feel like I had food poisening. He made breakfast for his mother and I, stayed up all night helping me build a model of my house, and today he helped me bake and finish my economic project. My boyfriend seriously loves me and I would go crazy without him.

I’m so worried right now

I really hope and pray, I’m not.

God, don’t leave my side

I need you by me.

I couldn’t be more happy about it,in a few days high school will be over for me. I’m tired with having to see immaturity and ignorance, I’m glad I grew up. High school we started at bad but I can say we ended on a good note. I’ve learned and I can’t wait to find my own way and experience new things, meet new people and figure out what I really want. I know that I won’t miss you and I don’t leave anything behind, other then my failures, exes, drama, and mistakes. On to better thingsssss, bye bye HS days.